Reassuring words

It is time to renew my driver’s license. That means a photograph. I want my portrait to show me at my best; we all know that a driver’s license photograph can be less than lovely. I prepare carefully, with make-up, and the right earrings, and the right color shirt with a flattering neckline so that.. read more →

Avenging Angel, Sinz, February 1945.

Once censorship was lifted, my father could fill in details for his family. It is personally interesting to me that my father’s parents and brothers, and aunts, uncles and cousins were all part of a support network that helped him to survive the war. He had a large network of people writing to him and.. read more →

February 13, 1945

The letter where my father tells about a pivotal event in his life: Dear Mom and Dad, At last! At long last we have moved to division reserves and I have had my first shower  of 1945. Can you imagine it – -almost two months. I went down black and smelly – and emerged clean.. read more →

October 14, 1945

In 5 years and 1 day from the day this letter was written, I would be born to a man who told me decades later that it took 5 or 6 years for him to feel normal again after returning home from WWII. (Normal included steady alcohol use.)  During those years of adjustment, he finished.. read more →

Crossing the Saar

Every time my father spoke about WWII, he said that more happened to him there than he could ever talk about. One event in particular, the crossing of the Saar River, stood out in his tales, although he never said more than how awful and terrible it was. He maintained that I would never understand… read more →

History and tips about breastfeeding

How we got into the habit of encouraging mothers to throw their milk away. Breastfeeding entered the mainstream in the 1970s, 80s, and 90s, after being lost to public awareness for a long, long time.  Some brilliant women of the 1940s and 50s were among the rare ones to breastfeed. They paid attention to what.. read more →